a whole lot of nothing but most definitely something

"You have a warped way of thinking when you write" is one of the things that stuck out in my mind when my professor was rambling to me today about how my art history paper came out...I was taking it all in, but that stuck out in my mind most. The reason why it probably seemed this way, and i think this is one reason above all, is i just didnt have the time to revise the paper, really..so that explains that. Although, i think i am a warped thinker sometimes...
Throughout this last week of finals and my fourth semester in college, I have kept half of a notebook for thoughts and half of a notebook for just school studying. There are pages with repetition, where i had to write things over and over again just to memeorize thousands of dates and names for art history and there are also pages were i have magazine clippings or random quotes or scenes i've seen; it's a little odd..
But i gotta write about almost all of them right now..or just mention a few..i think there good, or, at the time, i thought they were. I guess we will see..
OH, so one sticks out on the page even more so than the others...its insane...
Apparantly Dennis Quaid's twins had problems at birth and the one night this week i was watching TV, this is what i saw on it...doctors in a particular hospital gave them like way too much blood thinner and it didnt put them in too good of a condition. that is so terrible and it was like heartbreaking to see dennis quaid almost in tears when he was in court trying to sue who did this to his children. i think i may have fell in love with him when i watched the newer version of the parent trap when i was really young. oh dennis.
this week i also wrote a part of a song, or a whole song, im not really sure which yet. but i think it's good. one of the lines in the song is "etched heart on a first impression" and i think that is such a great line or title..i dont know, but i absolutely love it. i'll end up doing something with it...which brings me to the idea that i will get a tattoo either at the end of this month or the beginning of the next one. i cant wait;; i've been wanting another one for months. i have a couple of phrases iwant but im not sure which yet. art is a lifestyle, live in love, or follow your wishing heart are the ones i have...i also like the idea of like, "the art of life, a life of art" which i also thought up in my head within the past few days...
gosh these may entries seem to be lengthy this month, but i cant help it.
i have been recently binge blogging because 1. school has been insane and 2. work has also been insane. but i took care of problem 1 and hopefully work wont be too crazy this summer...although i doo plan on working to make a lot of money so yeah.
somehow i can create an even balance though;; a healthy one;; and satisfying.
mmm summer.
i love you. lol.
oh yeah, and also one more thing.
i have experienced sultana.