I'm just gonna sigh.

I've been coming here a lot lately, as I titled this blog's link "escape," that is exactly what I seem to be using it for.
I feel like I'm in a complicated situation right now with my apparent boyfriend who doesn't feel like my boyfriendy apparantly; relationships are so hard.
One of my favorite things is being in one, because I love being committed to someone. It does matter who it is too because I would not just commit myself to someone at random. This does not mean that if I am with that person though, that I am head over heals for them at first. It's wrong to think such a thing because it takes time to develop such feelings/emotions. Everything takes time.
I wonder where I'll be in a few months/next year.