iTunes on Shuffle and my Brain too

As I sit here in my dorm room, I begin to wonder if there is a right time for anything. This thought was not triggered by the amazing past week I've had involving something I never would have thought would find me, but instead came from this slight aching inside my chest, something that has been lost, unknown, and gone I feel for way too long.
I think I've come to the time in my life where I know who I want to be, what I want to do (more or less), and to not worry about who will think whatever of me. I've always had the attitude that people should accept people for who they want to be, and no one should ever refrain someone from being their Own.
I've probably been thinking about my mom too much and not enough at the same time, which seems impossible, but I think I pulled it off, and still am...
I find myself putting the question on time. Its existence bewilders me.
With this feeling, I also find myself stuck, lost for words...unsure of how to organize all of these thoughts both flying and lingering in my head.
I'm fine with the decision I made about two years ago, and what I have done since. Actually, I'm really happy with it, and I'd never say I regret anything I've done since then. It has all been something I have wanted, at some point in time.
Careful I must be though, when I decide to approach her in the future though I guess...although I know what to expect, unless her outlook on life and attitude towards me has changed..
I haven't done this whole rambling sort of thing in my blog in a while, and I felt like this was a good time to do it. It's sunday and real quiet in my neck of the woods here in Greeley. Unfortunately, I must go though and do some art history studying for my quiz on tuesday. The Late Antiquity and Early Byzantine artwork is not even the slightest boring so it should be enjoyable. Memorizing isn't always fun though, as it doesn't come very naturally to me lol.
Until next time.
PS. My boyfriend, he's all I've ever wanted.