I haven't looked at my last post yet but I know for a fact it's been a while since I've come here to vent; it just feels that way.
First off, I hate how my mom feels dead to me when I know she's alive. I wish and Hope one day I can just be a big enough person to just go over there and say hi to her, but I don't know if I want that right now...I'm dealing with enough.
I love how everything seems to get better all at once but it all just is really still crashing. I don't know why this is.
And if I could ask God one question, it would probably be "Why do the bad things always happen to the good (and best) people)?" My sister and I were wondering this at the same time the other night and I can't understand it..
I love and appreciate so much but everything seems to continue to pile...I think maybe in the future good will come to me, all in time. Good thing I am an optimistic person.
Anyway, I'm FINALLY on spring break =] but I am working so many hours at Friendly's this weekend, which is INSANE. It's ridiculously busy there but it is such good money for me (being that I have to give pea money back that I borrowed and I also have like 120 dollars to pay to fucking stony brook for parking tickets; I won't elaborate on how much That pisses me off. Whatever.