the curse of curves

Cute is What We Aim For, the band that sings the song "Curse of Curves," is playing the background right now and I'm laying on my bed thinking about a lot; mostly love.

I know I believe in love, although, sometimes it makes me hard to believe I'll ever be in it ever again...

I once had a conversation with this boy telling me "why wouldn't he cheat on his girlfriend [with another girl]?" It really got to me... I mean, he didn't know it did. I didn't show him that I was really irritated by that one line. It made me wonder though if I will ever find one guy just for me who I can love and who would be faithful to me. That's one of the main things I want in life...
Another thing that I want is one of those massage chairs that really does an awesome job (without needing someone else to do it). They have amazing ones in those wierd electronic types of stores in the mall. Knead my back please!

Like I've said, I don't really need many things though. I am very happy with where I am right now. I live in a small one bedroom apartment with my Dad and my little sister, Pea. Most of the time, I'm okay with it (being that I am out a lot-for work and other things). But then I think about when I meet guys, if I want to bring them over to meet them, I'd like to bring them to a home...my home...but i dont have one of them...
One day I will.

So yesterday, I got my hair chopped off [again!] and I couldn't love it more. It's really different this time, and, although I might look like a little boy without any make up on, I think I have girly-enough features for it to stand out that I am not. Haha, anyway...I absolutely love it.
With maroon and designed toe nails, I think I will finally get my butt up out of bed now and take a shower. Pea wants to spend the day with me.
Enjoy.